I had a dream last night. I saw you standing there, day and night. Looking restless and helpless… When I looked into your eyes, you were telling me silently, you were not happy…

I walked the path, and still I see you standing there. But I couldn’t reach you, or even to talk with you. All I could do was looking into your eyes, and you were telling me silently, you wish to go…

Why can’t I do anything? Why can’t I reach you and hold you close, telling you everything will be ok? Why can’t I hold your hand and give you some hope?

Oh my Dear God… what should I do?

Jika jiwaku berdoa
KepadaMu Tuhanku
Ajar aku t’rima saja
Pemberian tanganMu

Dan mengaku, s’perti Yesus
Di depan sengsaraNya
Jangan kehendakku Bapa
KehendakMu jadilah

Apa juga yang kau timbang
Baik untuk hidupku
Biar aku pun setuju
Dengan maksud hikmatMu

Menghayati dan percaya
Walau hatiku lemah
Jangan kehendakku Bapa
KehendakMu jadilah

Aku cari penghiburan
Hanya dalam kasihMu
Dalam susah Dikau saja
Perlindungan hidupku

‘Ku mengaku s’perti Yesus
Didepan sengsaraNya
Jangan kehendakku Bapa
KehendakMu jadilah

Teach me o Lord, to be able to say,

Thy will be done…